I love long distance relationship. I love the feeling when you get to see loved ones after a long time. I love the strong heartbeats that you'll get before you meet someone after the long awaited. I love the feeling of "I finally can spend times with you in a real world, not texting nor calling". I sometimes envy with the couples who have this LDR thingy. And I even get jealous with those couples who skype everynight just to see each others' faces. Don't you think it is the sweetest thing ever?
But when it actually comes to me...i am not sure whether i still love it or not. Lol. I once asked my boyfriend about this. It actually scares me. I will finish my diploma next year,which means im no longer here, in Kuching (i want to get a job, experience of being in hospitality/tourism industry first then i'll pursue my degree insyaAllah) eventho Miri is still in Sarawak, but still jaoh okay..it will be hard for us to meet each other since my boyf is planning to do a master after he finish his degree next year T.T I don't like the idea that we gonna be far away from each other since I used to have him around for these 2 years..uwek #clingygirlfriend lol
Pasrah ajak lah oh.. Just like what he said "Lets just follow the flow, okay?" "Sik apa, kita jaga bna relationship tok, okay?" "Iboh mntak break sebarang, okay?" Lol, okay, noted.
Lets just put the trust on Him. He knows better than us. If it's mean to be, it will be. Insyaallah..