Seven

Happy new year, everyone! It's already 2015, time flies so fast! My 2014 was so-so ok-ok. Nothing much happened. Went through ups and downs,happy and sad moments.well, that's life. 
I hope for a better 2015. i mean, a better me. InsyaAllah, Amin!
So how was ur new year eve last night? Mine was okay! Celebrated my new year with Che and her mom at Kpg Lundu! Nice people,nice foods, such a good moments to be remembered! And not to forget the fireworks!! Anyway thanks to Che and her mom! 
I'll stop here and i'll leave you guys with some of my memories in 2014!

• First time met my boyfriend's parents. On the 1st day of fasting month.
• Failed for the first time and even worst, i failed two subjects.
• I made new closed friends in uitm, Che Di and Deb! So much love <3
• Went to Jong crocodile farm! Great experienceeee i miss!
• Went through the worst phase of our relationship but so glad things are back to normal now.
• Had a big fight with my dad. WORST THING EVER.

guess thats all. Just like what i've said, nothing much happened. Assalammualaikum.

six

Uitm is extending our midsem break uols. Not a happy news for me actually. Doing nothing for 3 weeks is so not good. Worst thing is i am not staying at my own house so it is very uncomfortable for me to stay here for a very long time. Guess i should go back to uitm this sunday then. And for the exchange of 3 weeks of midsem break, we won't have study week. Hahhhh why must uitm sarawak extend it's midsem break though? I don't think it is necessary.. Whatever it is let's just pray that everything will be fine. Flood, the missing plane, everything. Amin.. 
Let's hit the sack now since i have a breakfast date with boyfriend tomorrow. Goodnight,assalammualaikum!

oh my new boyfriend hik

Five

Today. Tiring day. But worth it. Get to spend some times with boyfriend yay sebab lately jarang jumpa bcs he is getting ready for his upcoming finals. Goodluck yang! And went out with Che and her mama at night. Do stupid things with her is a MUST. Aku tok aok ajak apa yg disuroh. I am tired kaki pun penat i wanna sleep goodnight assalammualaikum! 

Four

Assalammualaikum gais im bek lol
It have been months ay i have a lot to say but to type it? Nay. Im typing as if people read my blog (lol) deep inside my heart i really don't want people to read this useless blog so if there's anyone who knows the existence of my blog, please.shut.the.fuck.up. And oh pardon my english, i know my english is very the "oh my english" hahah it's getting rusty..i....know ;__;

Life has been good to me,as always. tho there might be some difficulties i have to go thru but alhamdulillah, i still can manage all the problems and belum ada terfikir mok terjun bangunan. Me with boyfriend still on, 2 years yaw alhamdulillah once again:)) and my study life, getting better. Because those people i hate the most (in the world) already chow from the uitm. Hahahah i hope i wont see you around anymore,it was not a pleasure to meet you btw! :) Kahkahkah

I guess this is enuf for now. Need to hit the sack come on its already 3 am so buhbye and assalammualaikum everyone!

Two

I love long distance relationship. I love the feeling when you get to see loved ones after a long time. I love the strong heartbeats that you'll get before you meet someone after the long awaited. I love the feeling of "I finally can spend times with you in a real world, not texting nor calling". I sometimes envy with the couples who have this LDR thingy. And I even get jealous with those couples who skype everynight just to see each others' faces. Don't you think it is the sweetest thing ever? 

But when it actually comes to me...i am not sure whether i still love it or not. Lol. I once asked my boyfriend about this. It actually scares me. I will finish my diploma next year,which means im no longer here, in Kuching (i want to get a job, experience of being in hospitality/tourism industry first then i'll pursue my degree insyaAllah) eventho Miri is still in Sarawak, but still jaoh okay..it will be hard for us to meet each other since my boyf is planning to do a master after he finish his degree next year T.T I don't like the idea that we gonna be far away from each other since I used to have him around for these 2 years..uwek #clingygirlfriend lol 

Pasrah ajak lah oh.. Just like what he said "Lets just follow the flow, okay?" "Sik apa, kita jaga bna relationship tok, okay?" "Iboh mntak break sebarang, okay?" Lol, okay, noted.

Lets just put the trust on Him. He knows better than us. If it's mean to be, it will be. Insyaallah..

One

I've changed my blog's skin and i revert all my posts to drafts, all over again. Basically there are just two people who know the existence of my blog, my bestfriend & my boyfriend. Im not gonna tell anyone else about this bcs it will be difficult for me to express my feelings and thoughts. So to both of you, consider that you're lucky enuf to read my so called "diary" lol.

 Don't tell other people, okay? *pinky promise*